yeah! the olympics next week

well yeah! probably for some. i don't really care much about it. now that i'm off the olympic subject. i want to share about my friends. friends was at times a foreign thing. there was a time i didn't really have any friends. it was almost like i lived a life of a hermit. i'm not sure how i survived those times. these days there are many who i consider friend. however i don't have lots of close friend. when your job requires you to work nights, it makes it more difficult. there's been many times i've felt lonely. my problem is i'm not good at keeping relationship going. ive always been a shy and not so outgoing person. lately i've been able to get out of my shell. still it's always a challenge for me to make friends. i have one friend who i meet almost every sunday at church. but also outside we meet over coffee once a month. we've continued this for almost 6 years or so. (not during my time at bible college) i'm surprised at this. however i would like one more friend like him that i could talk almost every other day or weekly to share what's going on. as well to call at times when i need to. some men have problems sharing but if we are christian and need to grow, it's something that needs to be done. i just hope i could get better at making friends.