confessions of a church goer

in my life time, i have been attending a church for a long time. lately, it's been struggle to go to church. i've gone to a church with predominately black congregation, a seeker friendly church, an ethnic church and now an anglican church. i began attending the traditional anglican church while i was attending a bible college. some professor's from the college attended the church and some friends were starting to attend as well. i was hesitant but quickly embraced the liturgy and style of worship. as i moved back to edmonton, i continued my worship at an anglican church. there is one near where i live, however i began going to one further from where i live.
this church has a choir, and has pews. and the wooden floor with the stained glasses all around, makes me happy. recently, i've been in a spiritual struggle. i hope to get away from these feelings...there is another church that have been integral in my life, but that is for another time.